I don't care. I hate you.

I need no one. I need nothing. Nothing is right. There's no future.

If I were a man I'd be a pig (feminism #2.5?)/ my religious views

but i'm not. I'm a woman. Probably the reason all of these terrible misogynists are attracted to me is because my personality is naturally bias and terrible and bigoted? Maybe god made me a woman for a reason.

-ahaha god. If god cared who was a man and who was a woman their wouldn't be misogynists. or all woman would just be brainless with huge breasts and barbie doll bodies

Have I told you my religious views in a while? no, I haven't, have I? I believe in an unbiased god. Radical, eh??? A god who doesn't take the form of a man or of a woman, and who doesn't give a shit about what's right or wrong, because if their was a god who cared and could do anything, we'd be living in a "Utopia" and everything would go just one way, partial to just one kind of being.

i do not know that this god exists. It probably doesn't. but if their is a god, which may or may not be, it would realistically have to be this way. Make sense? So what. I'm really actually agnostic.

To sum up this entry in three points:

1. Fuck you pigs! I'm a feminist.

2. I don't fucking know if god exists,

3. but (s)he (non-gender, unbiased) obviously doesn't care.

I suck at poetry...

I think I'm finally on the edge.

I don't think I can get any worse.

I feel like I'm becoming someone that only I can love,

but yet they all still love me.

I can't turn back now, what I've already started. It's too late.

This is the only thing that makes me feel confident, so why am I still so ignorant?

My only weapon, is it firing towards me?

Was it never my weapon at all?

I am the scum of the earth.

I can only be comfortable with other scum.

The world is all lies. There is nothing else.

I can't turn back. The art has blinded me, and all of my hopes and fears have too.

I'll be terrible forever, and I won't even notice.

You raised me to be politically incorrect, do you expect me to be any different?

(economical conservatives turned socially conservative because of the presence of teenagers in their life) vs. (leftist radicals(especially punks))

Fuckkkk

I love him. but not really.

What if I made a zine?

wouldn't that be real cool? I'm gunna start learnin bout zines and maybesomeday I can start making sum if I can find an audience. maybe.

Wtf?

I don't understand. What is the point of Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade? It used to be a tradition to watch with my family, but now it just seems so pointless. To just watch advertisements for an hour straight. dumb. Society is so dumb to be able to convince themselves that shit's "fun".

Feminism #2

Individual Feminism aka Anarcho-capitalist Feminism is the most interesting thing I've ever heard of. There seems to be a name for every political view I've ever held.

I'm so confused in normal life

I'm dressed black-box/riot style

The boy I like has a huge fucking beard

I like a girl, but I've never liked girls; it's just her

Am I lying? Maybe to myself?

It's not about the scene. don't let anyone tell you it's the scene. It's just the ethics.

and I'm in mutherfucking school

Chaos?

A world with no wars, no homework, no corrupt leaders, no tv making people look better than other people, and no money doesn't sound chaotic to me, does it to you?

A world where art and music is allowed on every street corner, where people can work together, and where no paperwork is required and people can express their opinions in every way they like doesn't sound so terrible to me, does it to you?

Not chaotic, not terrible. Whether anarchy would ever work is another story completely, but the stereotypes about it have all been unproven, and does the ideology really seem that bad?

feels like shittt

I had a dream that brody dalle was on mythbusters. and I had a boyfriend. I woke up and realized that I wasn't wearing eyeliner. now my throat hurts. what shit :/

...but! at least my birthday is coming up! I will get cd's and maybe stickers for my skateboard. and a sewing machine! yayyyy.

Feminism #1

I've just realized that I can fall in love on my own terms. No god is responsible for my infatuation towards anyone and doesn't have a plan for me and what is right and what (s)he would like me to do.

In conclusion to that realization, I've decided that I control my own body. No god controls my body. No magic controls my body. The government doesn't control my body. And with that said, I am pro-choice.

Yo gunna start posting again

sorry I slacked for so fucking long :P

Whoever made this itunes playlist is my savior

feels sick at school

and I hate people. (by the way, great song by anti-nowhere league has that title)

My half-hour liberty spikes RIP

I don't wanna hear about you in the eighties.

If you were into punk rock in the eighties [and are not any longer], You're not a punk.

If you were into grunge in the 90's [and now live a polished lifestyle without Nirvana], You're not grunge rock.

i'm kind of curious, but wasn't that the wave of punk that invented the term "Sellout"

here's the deal: If anti-fashion is the fashion trend of the time, then you're not anti-fashion,, you're fashionable.

Every living emo is not a freak, they're all hypocrites,

Thanks for understanding, bubblegum

and p.s. nirvana is awesome

Life sucks badly.

School sucks. I try to soak up as much useful information as possible, but the teachers and textbooks just shove their views down your throat. I feel like I should do something. But just skipping class ect. wouldn't help. I'd get in trouble, my parents would freak out and my grades as well as my one honorable excuse to get far away from here (college) would go way down the drain,

When I'm away from school, life still sucks. I am limited by money, my inability to drive (I'm working this out) , and my parents which, if I haven't mentioned, I actually fear and respect, unlike any other form of authority. On top of that, my family and the media are also forcing views, morals and rules into my mind.

The saddest part is that this cycle will keep on repeating itself and this shit won't stop; just like it hasn't throughout all of the rebels, radicals and punks who have said similar things.

I like the net. I think it is the only unbiased combination of media and technology. better than tv...I can access anything and everything. I get the whole side. Fox News doesn't cover it fair and balanced! Ms M doesn't! Only a combination of many assorted opinions and almost every fact does!!!

STRENGTH

maybe it's not about controlling others-but not letting others control you.

rebels of the world; give me that rebel angst

It wasn't rebellion from the start.

nah, it wasn't rebelion from the start.

but I've had enough!!

You give me no choice!!!

It's my effing lifestyle!

rebels of the world-give me that rebel angst!!

You're all bigoted people!

And none of this ever seems to work!!

but I can live this way,

I just feel this way!!!

Give me this burning rebel angst!

don't you know they're controlling your mind?

do you even care?

I wanna bihawk (but mom wouldn't ever let me get one)

all government and politics is the same

i agree with you that the other party is corruptive and senseless.

i also agree with them that yours is.

why I don't like emoo and xscenex kidds.

Okay I don't mind the people themselves. live your lives however the heck you want.

I DO however mind their scenes, their stereotype, their subcultures.

because it's all about the fashion. noone ever tells me any reason for their dress, "they like it" "they're individuals" the only ideas I hear coming out of the emooo subgenre is depression and commercialization. No political views. Nothing interesting. Just listening to annoyingly mainstream music and shopping at hottopic.

ick. just random. ignore me if you wish. and if you have a good response please tell me.

artist/webcomic

this guy is pretty effing amazing

just found about his webcomic last night

please visit it and I won't hug you :)

http://jasonlaning.net/

My new yucky short spikey hair

I drew me :)

real life set for polyvore (my outfit for tonight)

real life set for polyvore (typical school day)

Life is so dumb

the world is filled with shallow reasons and unreasonable morals, and no one will give me an understandable point.

Life is so boring in the fucking summer

I like to sleep. I like to websurf. What else am I supposed to do? Go downtown. sure. But where to? Starbucks? The library? That's about as exciting as it gets. It's not like I live in NYC or fuckin LA... I'm so street with my Transplants listening and my combat-boots wearing,, but I'm stuck in this suburban small town with conservative parents and absolutely no money to go to a punk-rock concert.

But I did get this really cool quote on facebook

"I think, therefore the government hates me." -anonymous

I hate facebook

Got a facebook account today.  Said I NEVER would.  I was really bored.  I wanted to be friends with my pet labrador retriever, Winnie, but she was too young to have a facebook.   bleh.  Now I feel like a facebook junkie and keep on stalking all of the people I've known.  Kill me.  But kill Facebook first.  Please.

New band obsession; the avengers (70s punk, what else?)

I am no longer planning on destroying my life for things that will never find me

I am planning on successfully making it all the way through high school and eventually attending some kind of culinary institute.  I don't believe in the system but what better way to destroy it than to edge through it.

Sum 41- Not all bad- just bratty

I hated this band. After the lead singer got married off to Avril Lavigne, I had kind of given up. But, after my little brother downloaded Limewire to get Nirvana songs (Bravo, Eddy, no more friggin Fall Out Boy), he started searching up every alt rock band title in the last 20 years that I've mentioned to him. He searched Sum 41 and came up with "Underclass Hero" songs, which, I have to say, are pretty damn punk rock. Fast drums. Explicit, fuck-the-system sorta lyrics, all that shit. As is, I've only heard a couple of songs, but they've rocked. Sure, they're commercialized and girly-sounding little brats who marry off pop-stars. But they know how to at least sound punk. So that's cool.

Dax shepard is so beautiful (long haired one)

the casualties

I don't care how it looks

Fuck this glamour shit

Damn, I'm so confused

I don't wanna live like them.  What else can I do?  How much longer can I wait?

you don't have to get it.

Lib spikes pics (pritty badass, yeh?)

dumb fuckin dayy

(sorry, ill get the lib spikes picture and details soon as possible)

Not really day, actually week.  I'm so pissed and i don't know why.  I just wanna say "fuck you, what the hell you want?" when people are bugging be about how I dress and shit.  but i cant.  I'm not good at being angry,  I start to cry like a frikin emo kid, and than i write and diaries and else like this. I don't know.  Damn, I don't have a reason to be mad.  Just the fact that everybody is telling me what to do, for shallow damn reasons that are engraved in thier heads by this fucking society.

Liberty spikes

Yayyy!  Gettin liberty spikes this summer.  More details later.

rant (The one time you WILL DEFINITELY HATE ME)

Glenn Beck was on in the office cause my mummy and brother love him... he's effin obnoxious...  I shoulda turned but Im a geek and I like the news because it makes me feel like "I'm living history."  History interests me, so do current events and politics.

Dumb presidents:

  George Bush, Barrack Obama.  Hate 'em both.  Yes, them both!  

    Bush wanted to make gay marriage illegal.  And add it to the amendments of our constitution.  Am I right?  Tell me if I'm not right?  And I'll use single phrases to describe the faults, since it's all old news:  The patriot act, The war in Iraq, any use of religion in determining issues ect.

    Obama, don't get me fucking started on this guy!  He is the media!  Shirts!  Posters!  Songs! He caused panic as a presidential plane flew too low because he was headed to a photo opportunity?  And he wants to take away so many of our freaking individual liberties: gun rights, money to spend as you please, free speech

atleast if he WAS a commie like the republicans claimed, he'd be a radical!  I'm all for radicals! (although I take pretty much no stand on communism vs. capitalism in most, more recent cases)

And, don't get me wrong, personally I am opposed to any authority or "sell outs"

But these guys reek the most!

I know I'm hopelessly lost, but I can tell you: miss ambercrombie and finch, little mister nickelodeon, sir fox news, misses weight watchers and misses go green, YOU ARE MORE LOST.  Yes this is relevant.

,yes,

Try explaining the flavour of gum to someone whos never had it.

"death to capitalist hardcore, do it yourself"

Not philosophy, logic.

I do not understand how a world full of ignorance, commercialization, and abuse of power is any less evil than a world where people are allowed to freely represent themselves, their views, and do what they want. tell me.

I'm being bored...

Next time, my hair will be green.  I feel like listening to rancid right now, might just bring up playlist.

How can a smart ass be such a dumb ass

Their is one kid at my school.  He has the smartest views in the world.  Listens to wicked music.  He's a goddamn rebel; I'm jealous.  But he's an asshole.  Disregards any of my views.  Looks at me like I'm a freak and a poser.  I don't understand.  Is this because of a past he has heard of of me?  Is it my voice?  i mean, effing what?

THINK.

true this true that

Everyone has one person.  That is them.  And if they don't- they're screwed, because then they don't exist.

Fuck me.

Tired of you.  I don't understand you.  Stop being shallow.  Stop being repetitive.  RRuuunnn aaawwwaaaayyyy!!!

Cyber punk?

I am a cyber punk.  Not as in I dress in gas masks and pink dreads, but as in I am a punk rocker, a dead kennedys sex pistols misfits punk rocker, who's punk ideas, punk music, and punk clothing all were spawned from the cyber world.  The computer.  

Now I am DIY, so-to-speak.  I make as much of my clothing as possible, especially refraining from buying from mass produced super stores.  I have had instances where I get my "punk" from other sources.  Such as, a friend of mine got me interested in the clash, I stole her dad's sex pistols songs.   And I dyed my hair purple with the help off another friend.  But how would I have known who the clash was? who sex pistols were?  why do-it-yourself ethics are to-do?  

I am the worlds first all-digital "street punk".  If it wasn't for the computer, I would be a manga-girl like my group of friends, or perhaps an emo kid.  Because no body in my school even knows what a "punker" is.  So thank god for the internet.  Thank god for the digital age.  and thank whatever you believe in for those AMAZING WONDERFULLY BADASS street rats and outcasts far back as 30-45 years who ... 

okay I lost myself

Eat me. I dare you.

Mexico

I like the state mexico is in right now with the drug lords and all that fuck.

Cause everything is up in the air and there's no govt

End of discussion.

Any one here have an ipod or something, this bitching bout politics and serious shit is bugging me.

My new purple hair

music to get

Citizen king , Buck o nine: "who are they", gogol bordello, Neville staple, "Rudie can't fail", "Better days", d'corner bois, the Adicts, Bangs, "Bratmobile", operation ivy, Leftover Crack, "paralyzer", syourino big wave, JAR, The Damned, Heyy Babyy, Lethal Bizzle, ak'sent, streetlight manifesto, Screeching weasel "you are my sunshine" , Papi Sanchez, Lars Fredrickson, "Thriller Killer" , Time again, "What I got" , "April 29, 1992" , "Fer Sure" , Lily allen , Anti Flag , Black Flag , Orange , "fall back down" , "Combat 84" , Jinx

Lars and tim (rancid) look at tims hot specs!

rant.

Today, my dad was once again scolding me on stuff again.  Bitching about me and whatever.  he said a couple stupid things on his part, like, "johnny rotten was the founder of the punk movement" and "people like [the guy smoking on a picture on my wall]  are the losers of our society"  I mean, don't try to teach me about punk.  Don't try to tell me about society.  Of course, I made the extremely stupid mistake of saying that I felt "fashion was the only way I was different", BUT, the really sad thing was,

I see the same reasoning and same intelligence in him as I do in my friends on mohawks rock.  I see anti-materialism, anti-do it just for fashion, and even anti-government, to an extent.  These ideals are the reasons I've looked up to him for so long, and they are also the reasons I'm "rebeling" against him and my mother.  They (smarter conservatives like my dad, and smarter radical thugs like some I've heard) both stay "stop this shit! I know what's right, and I don't want anyone saying that their way is right!  Stop doing stupid things with no reasons"

  I really wish I could tell him my real views, what I think, that I'm not just this shallow bitch who's wearing it just to wear it.  

But Im not open like that, as a general rule of thumb.  I feel like if I'm open like that I'll get obbsessed, or worse, They'll be mad I'm so radical.  They'll be mad one of my best friends is bisexual.  and that I know people who do drugs, and I don't care.  They won't like me, and well, I'd rather them be mad at me for being shallow, then them have deep reasons to be mad at me.   If they were mad at me for deep reasons, I wouldn't be able to change it, it would really matter.

the things I tell you

...

eat me, I dare you...

The meaning of life

why you all stressing? bitching? starting wars? reading holy books? meditating?

If you want the meaning of life, look it up in the dictionary.

life [lahyf] noun, plural lives [lahyvz], adjective

1. The condition that distinguishes organisms from inorganic objects and dead organisms, being manifested by growth through metabolism, reproduction, and the power of adaption to environment through changes originating internally.

of course I'm kidding.  no I'm not an atheist.  Actually somehow got confirmed into the Catholic church.  I don't know exactly what I believe but I don't believe in pushing your views on others.

so the moral of the story is, if you read what I write don't mind it.  just consider it.

and amen to that.

Heresapicturetomakeyouallhappy&shit

Whats going down with me?

Well...I have a shitload of homework.

I don't believe in homework

We had a lock down in our school today so a bunch of effin police people could search the druggy kids lockers

I REALLY don't believe they should do that

And I have to go to church today cause its ash wednesday

I believe in that, sort of

(bet you thought I'd say I don't)

 but Im prolly gonna have to stay up till 1 or something finishing this HW shit

Better get back to it

-bubblegum

A list of random-ish things

Agyness deyn, the Cobra Snake, Acid wash jeans, Harajuku Girls, FIGHT CLUB, Mexican Hotdog, Check top, Independance day, moshmoshmosh

<3<3<3 sexy

hot pics, you gotta admit

:P

Starting a blog, yah? I am.  Heck yes.  I'm an alien and yes, an anarchist.

My ways are foreign to this planet and in every way I'll try to express my views as plainly and simply as possible.  I will also post,  occasionally, little tidbits from around the internet of which I find visually appealing.  I like music too. PUNKROCK