Aus rotten

this is not about man vs. woman or woman vs. man

but human to human as we struggle to understand

were living life suspiciously believing there's no one we can trust

theyre dividing the population the system is destroying us

profiting from this division and the line of thinking that's been bought

if equality is ever to exist we have to unlearn what weve been taught

bigotry by ignorance unintended prejudice

Last stanza of "sexist appeal". The most well thought out song I've ever heard.

You already own three people.

I don't see what else you need to control.

Slavery isn't illegal. You're a slave. And I'm a slave. Who were you before power corrupted you? Leaders always choose only the way that will keep them in power. I'd like to know you. I know I'd like you. Your brain is functioning, but where is your heart? I hear you used to be like me.

I don't care. I hate you.

I need no one. I need nothing. Nothing is right. There's no future.

If I were a man I'd be a pig (feminism #2.5?)/ my religious views

but i'm not. I'm a woman. Probably the reason all of these terrible misogynists are attracted to me is because my personality is naturally bias and terrible and bigoted? Maybe god made me a woman for a reason.

-ahaha god. If god cared who was a man and who was a woman their wouldn't be misogynists. or all woman would just be brainless with huge breasts and barbie doll bodies

Have I told you my religious views in a while? no, I haven't, have I? I believe in an unbiased god. Radical, eh??? A god who doesn't take the form of a man or of a woman, and who doesn't give a shit about what's right or wrong, because if their was a god who cared and could do anything, we'd be living in a "Utopia" and everything would go just one way, partial to just one kind of being.

i do not know that this god exists. It probably doesn't. but if their is a god, which may or may not be, it would realistically have to be this way. Make sense? So what. I'm really actually agnostic.

To sum up this entry in three points:

1. Fuck you pigs! I'm a feminist.

2. I don't fucking know if god exists,

3. but (s)he (non-gender, unbiased) obviously doesn't care.

I suck at poetry...

I think I'm finally on the edge.

I don't think I can get any worse.

I feel like I'm becoming someone that only I can love,

but yet they all still love me.

I can't turn back now, what I've already started. It's too late.

This is the only thing that makes me feel confident, so why am I still so ignorant?

My only weapon, is it firing towards me?

Was it never my weapon at all?

I am the scum of the earth.

I can only be comfortable with other scum.

The world is all lies. There is nothing else.

I can't turn back. The art has blinded me, and all of my hopes and fears have too.

I'll be terrible forever, and I won't even notice.

You raised me to be politically incorrect, do you expect me to be any different?

(economical conservatives turned socially conservative because of the presence of teenagers in their life) vs. (leftist radicals(especially punks))

Fuckkkk

I love him. but not really.

What if I made a zine?

wouldn't that be real cool? I'm gunna start learnin bout zines and maybesomeday I can start making sum if I can find an audience. maybe.

Wtf?

I don't understand. What is the point of Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade? It used to be a tradition to watch with my family, but now it just seems so pointless. To just watch advertisements for an hour straight. dumb. Society is so dumb to be able to convince themselves that shit's "fun".

Feminism #2

Individual Feminism aka Anarcho-capitalist Feminism is the most interesting thing I've ever heard of. There seems to be a name for every political view I've ever held.

I'm so confused in normal life

I'm dressed black-box/riot style

The boy I like has a huge fucking beard

I like a girl, but I've never liked girls; it's just her

Am I lying? Maybe to myself?

It's not about the scene. don't let anyone tell you it's the scene. It's just the ethics.

and I'm in mutherfucking school

Chaos?

A world with no wars, no homework, no corrupt leaders, no tv making people look better than other people, and no money doesn't sound chaotic to me, does it to you?

A world where art and music is allowed on every street corner, where people can work together, and where no paperwork is required and people can express their opinions in every way they like doesn't sound so terrible to me, does it to you?

Not chaotic, not terrible. Whether anarchy would ever work is another story completely, but the stereotypes about it have all been unproven, and does the ideology really seem that bad?

feels like shittt

I had a dream that brody dalle was on mythbusters. and I had a boyfriend. I woke up and realized that I wasn't wearing eyeliner. now my throat hurts. what shit :/

...but! at least my birthday is coming up! I will get cd's and maybe stickers for my skateboard. and a sewing machine! yayyyy.

Feminism #1

I've just realized that I can fall in love on my own terms. No god is responsible for my infatuation towards anyone and doesn't have a plan for me and what is right and what (s)he would like me to do.

In conclusion to that realization, I've decided that I control my own body. No god controls my body. No magic controls my body. The government doesn't control my body. And with that said, I am pro-choice.

Yo gunna start posting again

sorry I slacked for so fucking long :P

Whoever made this itunes playlist is my savior

feels sick at school

and I hate people. (by the way, great song by anti-nowhere league has that title)

My half-hour liberty spikes RIP

I don't wanna hear about you in the eighties.

If you were into punk rock in the eighties [and are not any longer], You're not a punk.

If you were into grunge in the 90's [and now live a polished lifestyle without Nirvana], You're not grunge rock.

i'm kind of curious, but wasn't that the wave of punk that invented the term "Sellout"

here's the deal: If anti-fashion is the fashion trend of the time, then you're not anti-fashion,, you're fashionable.

Every living emo is not a freak, they're all hypocrites,

Thanks for understanding, bubblegum

and p.s. nirvana is awesome

Life sucks badly.

School sucks. I try to soak up as much useful information as possible, but the teachers and textbooks just shove their views down your throat. I feel like I should do something. But just skipping class ect. wouldn't help. I'd get in trouble, my parents would freak out and my grades as well as my one honorable excuse to get far away from here (college) would go way down the drain,

When I'm away from school, life still sucks. I am limited by money, my inability to drive (I'm working this out) , and my parents which, if I haven't mentioned, I actually fear and respect, unlike any other form of authority. On top of that, my family and the media are also forcing views, morals and rules into my mind.

The saddest part is that this cycle will keep on repeating itself and this shit won't stop; just like it hasn't throughout all of the rebels, radicals and punks who have said similar things.

I like the net. I think it is the only unbiased combination of media and technology. better than tv...I can access anything and everything. I get the whole side. Fox News doesn't cover it fair and balanced! Ms M doesn't! Only a combination of many assorted opinions and almost every fact does!!!